You already know as soon as this image enters your mind, your already gone. Your already staring. Your thoughts are already being cleared away in your head. Your memories being erased. Leaving you slumped back in your chair, just staring and sinking. My words. My special words. Just sinking into your mind. You remember that Mantra, that very simple mantra.
With a motion more efficient than fast, Spike picked out a bright purple pacifier from the things he'd brought, and stuffed it into the white pony's muzzle, enjoying the look of shock, then embarrassed outrage that shot across Rarity's face as she looked down at him, entirely bereft of words, her cheeks reddening. The white pony was, indeed, already thickly diapered Definitely, definitely not. Rarity whined, but did as she'd been told Spike wasted no time in getting to work, lifting Rarity's rump up by one hind hoof, which he was finally big enough to do, and sliding the extra thick padding underneath the already considerable first layer. As it started brushing against her velvety thighs, the purple marks very slowly took on a soft purple glow, exactly as the instructions had informed him they would, and Rarity started looking increasingly more confused.
The first vision is something she taught endlessly as a missionary - same with the Book of Mormon translation. I hate to be so undiplomatic, but it will always create friction in your life to have this level of religious difference. Not sure how much longer I can go on, like this As the physician, I found this blog searching for ways to make my spouse feel more important. Reading has become difficult, because I have trouble focusing. First and most importantly, I see major trust issues in your future if you both think the other is brainwashed. It may change your relationship to them forever. Because I make myself busy, and I think he would to, with other projects and activities. Again, reading your blog definitely opened up my eyes to many things I was totally oblivious to. But can't he send me a text just once a day or every few days to let me know he's thinking of me. Its great to hear advice from those who know.
He wants things to be low key for now. There are many great and wonderful people in the church, and the real evil about the church is that it harms those great and wonderful people. The church is really good at putting on a happy, wholesome face to show the world, but if you look behind the curtain, you see that it's a despicable cult. Certainly there are such people in the church, but there are such people in any organization, and I would challenge you to remember that the members are also individuals with thoughts, feelings and the ability to rebel in their own ways. I was shocked how much the stress, lack of sleep, etc. Nothing less will do.